BU-LAAA!
Posted at 08:20 PM

omg..2 days ago i saw William like 3 times and i talked to him each time for about a half hour each time, we talked about memories from when we were together n he told me a little bit about his girlfriend n she lives with him...i dont think me n him will ever get back together but i keep hopin n prayin..if its meant to happen it will. Jimmy called me today n i think he wants to get with me, i can get boyfriends but its not the same with them, i dont feel right when i date other ppl, i only feel right when im with William...i can tell he misses me but i know he cares about his girlfriend he has now too, n i dunno what to do....
George Strait-Carrying Your Love With Me

oh my...
Posted at 10:04 PM

today was horrible..everything was good until me and Rachel went to Wal*Mart, i saw my ex boyfriend who i loved sOoOo much and still do (William) and his girlfriend Tammy. and incase u all didnt know me n Shawn are over cuz he likes to fuck ppl at campgrounds the first night he meets them and i cant be with a white trash male whore right? but anyways..i saw William with his girlfriend and i thought i didnt care anymore but how wrong was i, my heart just sank when i saw him with her, i felt like she was in my territory like she was taking my place and there was nothing i could do about it. he said whats up to us but i just kept walking i couldnt speak, a million things flew through my head at that little moment and it hit me that breaking up with him was the biggest mistake and i now completley understand the quote "you dont realize what you have until you lose it". he's a part of me and always will be. it took me almost 1 year and 2 boyfriends later, that he's the one i should be with, hes made for me n im made for him...i know it sounds corny n i know im only 15 (almost 16 mind you!!) but i just know im supposed to be with him in the end, i knew it from the moment i saw him.....
Eminem-Welcome To Detroit

500 Questions All About Me!!
Posted at 01:20 PM

001. What is your name? Megan
002. Spell your name backwards: nagem
003. Date of birth: August 31,1989
004. Male or female? Female
005. Astrological sign: Virgo
006. Nicknames: Megs, lil megs, Megan Lynne, Roxy, Sissy, Baby, Mama Smurf(LMAO)

007.Occupation? imma Junior in high school  w00t!
008. Height: 5'3
009. Weight: 130...lol fat ass.
010. Hair color: Brown w/ blonde highlights
011. Eye color: Brown
012. Where were you born? Hillsdale, MI
013. Where do you reside now? Litchfield, MI
014. Age: 15 *ALMOST* 16
015. Screen names: lil_megs07, megs_ai_03,MeganAi03
016. E-mail addy: megs_ai_03@hotmail.com                                   

017. What does your screen name stand for? My name and my fav bball player..Allen Iverson!!! =)
018. What is your LJ name? my what?                                        

019. What does your Blurty name stand for? What the hell is a blurty name?
020. Pets: 1 cat named layla marie!
021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake? 15
022. Piercings? 3 in my left ear and 2 in my right ear
023. Tattoo's? None
025. Righty or lefty? Right
026. Wearing: a shirt and jeans                                                      

 027. Hearing: Ying Yang Twins- Wait (The Whisper Song)
028. Feeling: missin my ex boyfriend..first loves are a bitch huh?
029. Eating/drinking: nothin at the moment

~Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff~
061. Have you ever been in love? 1 time...still am
062. How many people have you told "I love you"? and meant it? 1 and 1
063. How many people have you been in love with? 1
114. Does someone in your family wear a toupee? no
115. Do you have any nieces or nephews? no i want some tho!
116. Are your parents divorced? yea
117. Do you have step parents? yep
118. Has your family ever disowned another member of your family? my grandpa diwowned my mom,my aunt n my uncle
119. If so for what? cuz hes a jackass
120. Did some of your family come to America from another country? no

~Music Stuff~
121. What song do you swear was written about you or your life? theres a lot of songs that relate to me

 122. What's the most embarrasing CD you own? omg...Beach Boys..

 123. What's the best CD you own? Lil Jon n Eastside boys    **CRUNKJUICE** and Lil Wytes... Phinally Phamous
124. What song do you absolutely hate? Rock shit...it blows
125. Do you sing in the shower? lol sometimes
126. What song reminds you of that special someone? All My Life-KC and JO JO

     Favorites
152. Color: Pink n Purple
153. Food:  Mexcian..its awesome                                                                                

154. Song: Back Then from Mike Jones..its awesome
155. Show: 7th Heaven and meet the barkers                                                                            

157. Band/singer: lil jon,ying yang twins and mike jones
158. Animal: Polar Bears!
161. Movie:Taxi and the whole ten yards
162. Pair of shoes: My pink etnies!!
164. Actor:  gotta be Adam Sandler and Will Smith                                                                       

165. Actress: i like Cameron Diaz                                                              

166. Potato chip:i dont really like chips..                                                                             

167. Drink: Mountain Dew
168. Alcholic drink: I don't drink
169. Holiday: My birthday..of course!
170. Perfume/cologne: well i wear perfume but i think Colonge smells way better
171. Pizza topping: lots of cheese and pepperoni
172. Jello flavor: Peach
173. Lunch meat: Ham
174. Board game: Life and CandyLand
175. Video game: i dont play video games..i just watch my boyfriend play em
176. Website: HotorNot.com, FunnyJunk.com
177. Book: A Child Called It...sad fuckin book.
178. Computer game: Solitare
179. Number: 8 and 3
180. Cereal: Peanut Butter Crunch n Cocoa Pebbles

 181. Comedian: Blue Collar Guys and Dave Chepelle
182. Dessert: Moose Tracks Ice Cream
183. Disney character: Jasmine from Aladdin
184. Clothing store: American Eagle n Elder Beermans
185. Past time: a lot of em.. 
186. Teacher: Mr. Williamson..hes hott and young!
187. Childhood toy:barbies n baby dolls           

188. Carnival game/ride: Tilt a whirl and the Thunder Blot...awesomeness
189. Candy bar: Whatchamacalits and Twix                                                                    

190. Magazine: Seventeen
191. Salad dressing: Ranch and Thousand Island
192. Thing to do on the weekend: go out n party!
193. Hot drink: Hot Cocoa
194. Season: SUmmer
195. Sport to watch: Basketball n Football
196. Person to talk to online: Rachie n Tara Ann
199. Do you have posters on your wall? yes on my door actually
200. If so of what? NELLY....HELL YEAH BABY!
201. Do you have a TV in your bedroom? Yes                                     202. How many pillows are on your bed? 1 at the moment
207. Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom? no but i got my own cell phone bitches!
208. Do you listen to music while trying to fall asleep?i have before                   

209. Describe the last nightmare you had:a semi ran me n my boyfriend n my friends off the road n killed us                      

210. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? No
211. How many people can comfortably comfortable with: like 2
212. Do you sleep in any unusual positions? Yup!
213. Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling? Nope
214. Do you snore? no
215. How about drool? lol no i have before tho
216. Do you have an alarm clock in your room? yes                                                                                             

217. What color is the carpet in your room? Purple                                 218. What's under your bed? nothin at all
219. Beach/mountains:Mountains                                                         220. Donuts/bagels: Bagels
221. Day/night: Night is awesome
222. Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west: wicked witch of the west...shes a bitch like me!                                                                                               

223. Heaven/hell: Heaven                                                                       225. Coffee/tea: Tea
228. Britney/Christina: Britney
229. Swiss cheese/american cheese: american
230. Real World/Road Rules: Real World
231. Backstreet Boys/*Nsync: backstreet boys...w00t
232. Silver/gold: Gold
233. Nike/Adidas: Adidas
235. Sweet/sour: sweet
236. Punk/emo:they both suck ass, but punk i guess 

                                                                          

238. Winter/summer: SUmmer                                                                241. Read/watch TV: TV
242. Cd’s/tapes: cds
243. Dvd's/vhs: DVDs
244. Old/new: both
245. Shorts/skirts: skirts
246.Pink/red: pink
247. Coloured pictures/black and white photos: Colored.
250. Commercials/infomercials: informercials are the shizz
251. Scary movies/comedies: ahh..both kick ass, but im gonna have to say comedy
252. Bikinis/one piece bathing suits: Bikinis
253. Sandals/tennis shoes: shoes
254. Dogs/cats: puppys
255. Unicorns/fairies: Unicorns
256. Water/land: land
257. Sugar/spice: spice
258. Black/white: black
259. Ribbons/bows: Ribbons
260. Chicken/beef: chicken
261. Colored christmas lights/regular white christmas lights: colored
262. Cars/trucks: Cars
264. Popcorn/pretzels: Pretzels
265. Hip/hop: Hop
266. Passionate kiss/peck: Passionate kiss
267. WWE wrestling/real wrestling: they both are gay as hell
268. Back rub/foot massage: back rub
269. Picture frames/photo albums: photo albums
270. Pens/pencils: Pencils

What Is Your Opinion Of The Following
271. Eminem: fuckin rocks my socks!   i would so screw him
272. Virgins: wish i still was one..
273. God: our savor
274. The Osbournes: crack me up!
275. Reality TV: a way for someone to make money 
276. J.Lo: my idol!
278. Emo music: gay as fucking hell
279. Valentine's Day:great, if u have some to spend it with                                                               

280. Christina Aguilera's comeback: shes a nasty slut n no one cares
282. Abortion: WRONG!
284. Murder: people these days...
285. Death: scary n comes to quick
289. Pornography: a way to get perv guys off n for sluts to make money
290. Fortune tellers: theyare liars...but very interesting
293. Politics: im around it 24/7 i swear...
294. Country music: rocks my socks!                                                                 

296. Cloning: kinda cool i guess

What You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?.

299. Jack: Jack and the Beanstalk
300. Tiffany: a pregnant girl whose boyfriend is a child meloster
301. Ben: Ben and Jerrys Ice Cream
302. Maria: one of the 1st grade girls i mentored
303. Jennifer: Aniston
304. Nicole: BIRTHA!
305. Amy: this one fat bitch n i mean FAT
310. Tom: and Jerry
314. John: Rachels dad                                                                             

315. Joel: my uncle who was on COPS! fuckin awesome
323. Natalie: one of my old friends
324. Christy: fucking bitch anyways..

Have You Ever...
331. Mooned anyone? lol no
332. Been on a diet? Yes.. they dont work
333. Been to a foreign country? No                                                       334. Broken a bone? No
335. Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling? No
336. Swear at a teacher? YES! I got sent to the office too..
338. Got in a fight? yeah girl fights..where u just talk shit but dont do anything             

339. Dated a teacher? lol no
340. Laughed so hard you peed your pants? lmaoo no, i wish i would laugh that hard sometime
341. Thought about killing your enemy?No, im not crazy
342. Gone skinny dipping? no
344. Told a little white lie? Welcome to my world!
345. Told a secret you swore not to tell? yeah im a girl, thats what were good at
346. Stolen anything? Yes... its sad, but i wanted it n i had no money
347. Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid? nope
348. Been on TV? No                                                                        

 349. Been on the radio? they said my name on the radio for my birthday
350. Been in a mosh pit? no
351. Been to a concert? Yes                                                               353. Loved someone so much it makes you cry? Yes.. still do
355. Broken the law? lol....
356. Been to a rodeo? hell no
357. Been on a talk show? No
358. Been on a game show? No
359. Been on an airplane?yup, it rocked my socks                                                                 

360. Got to ride on a firetruck? Yes
361. Came close to dying? no
364. Terrorized a babysitter? Nope..
365. Made a mud pie? When I was a little girl
366. Had a dream that your falling off a cliff? Yes.. i fell off my bed too
367. Snuck out of the house at night?everynight                                        

368. Been so drunk you don't remember your name? Nope, i never been drunk yet
370. Felt like you didn't belong? No one ever belongs... 
371. Felt like the 3rd wheel? ahh havent we all                                             

372. Smoked? No
373. Done drugs? ..No                                                                             374. Been arrested? Nope
375. Had your tonsils removed? nope
376. Gone to camp? Yes..gay fucking shit
377. Won a bet? Yes
378. Written a love letter? no i get love letter written to me..thats how i roll!! lol
379. Gone out of your way to be with the one you love?  u dont have to go out of ur way to be in love

380. Written a love poem? no
386. Asked a friend for relationship advice? no, im the one who hands out advice
389. Gotten a speeding ticket? nope.but im sure i will.
390. Done jail time? nope
391. Had to wear a uniform to work? i dont work, my daddy pays for everything
392. Won a trophy? no                                                                       393. Thrown up in public? Yes
395. Failed/got held back? No
396. Got perfect attendance in grade school? fuck no, i skip school all the time
397. Roasted pumpkin seeds? umm no                                                       

398. Taken ballet lessons? lmaoo, my mom made me!
399. Attempted suicide? no thats the dumbest thing ever
400. Cut yourself? hell no
425. Do you believe in aliens? Yea...they r my friends                                                   

426. Name three things that are next to your computer: my celly, my photo album of all my peeps and blank cds
427. Do you have any hidden talents? yeah i can talk n eat at the same time..isnt that kick ass?
428. Do you wish MTV would play music videos? yes!
429. If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be? something really REALLY dramatic

430. What would your movie star name be? Megan                              431. Do you play any sports? i played volleyball but it interferes in ym social life
432. What's the scariest movie you've ever seen?  Glitter, that movie just scared the hell outta me...lol    

433. What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently? none last movie i saw in theatres was bewitched which blew n then i rented Hitch n that blew too.                                                                                                 

435. Do you drive? Yes
436. What is your dream car? a Lexus..damn
437. Do you think your good looking? hell yeah
438. Do others think you are good looking? Yes they do
439. Would you ever sky dive? umm maybe
440. Do you believe in Bigfoot? omg, dont even ask me that
441. How many rooms do you have in your house? 12
442. Are you afraid of roller coasters? hell no..they rock
443. Do you believe in God? yes
445. Do you believe there is a heaven? yeah
446. Do you believe there is a hell? yea
447. Do you own a pooltable? No..i want one tho dammit
448. Do you have a pool? Yes..at my moms

                                                           

449. Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen? Yes
450. Do you like chocolate? yes
451. Who/what is on your 2005 calendar? Care Bears..fuckin awesome
452. How many U.S. states have you been to? like 10
453. Ever wished on a shooting star? yea
454. Best Halloween costume you ever wore?An Angel         

455. Do you carry any weapons on you? no
456. What is your weakness? guys that are dicks,..just cant enough of um i guess
457. Name something you can't get enough of: Music..
459. How many kids do you want to have? like 3 or 4
460. Future sons/ daughters name: Treyton Lucas and my daughter will be Abreana Nichole                                                                                                        

462. What is your ideal way to die? painless
463. How do you release stress? i throw shit everywhere

464. Are you a trendy person? u better believe
465. Are you an artisitic person? no
466. Are you a realistic person?Yea
467. Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off? my shoes are set to wear i dont have to tie them i just slip um on
468. Are you a strong person? yeah i have to be
469. Are you a strong willed person? Yes
470. Who is the last person to e-mail you? Um Naomi i think
471. Who is the last person to IM you? Jeremy
472. Do you hate chain e-mails? Yes they arent my favorite
473. Are you a deep sleeper? Yeah.. I can be
474. Are you a good story teller? Yes
475. What do you believe is your best quality? my personality i love it, but guys love my long, brown hair too
476. What is your greatest accomplishment? learning to accept me for who i am
477. Do you like to burn candles or incense? candles
478. Do you do yoga? umm no
479. Do you have your own credit card? Nope
480. Let's say you win the lotto....? I wish
481. Do you have a check book? No
482. Do you like your driver? Sure
483. Do you tan easily? yea
484. What color is your hair naturally? Brown                                         485. How many fillings do you have? 0
486. How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit? 0
487. Worst feeling in the world? knowing that the person u cared so much for never cared for u

488. Best feeling in the world? sitttin outside as the sun goes down on a clear night knowing that it was a great day
489. Is the glass half empty or half full? half empty
490. Last thing you downloaded? umm How To Make A Girl Feel from Teara Mari
491. Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life? nope
492. What do you think people think of you? I dunno.. that I'm a sweet gil rl who just does her own thing
493. Are you a likeable person? Yeah
494. Do you need therapy? no one does, its all in their head
495. Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance?No
496. What the best way to be proposed to? on 4th of July while the fireworks are going off..
499. When are you moving? When i go to college

500. Are you happy this is over?sure why not

Eminem-Mockingbird

1 1/2 days of school left!!!
Posted at 08:56 PM

yes...the time has finally come!!!!!!!!   1 1/2 DAYS OF SCHOOL LEFT.. its so bad @$$.  lol k sry im over it now. things have been going pretty good lately. Me n Shawn have been kinda inseperable since Graduation on Sunday, but today we arent gonna see eachother which is good cuz i needed a break and i need to study for my exams but im too lazy..lol. its weird with the Seniors gone. im glad some of them are gone, but not all of them. I miss Beth (Shawns sister), Glenn and i miss LIT a lot..im gonna cry so bad when he goes back to Tailand...well imma go but i get to stay up late cuz i dont have to go to school until 10 tomorrow!!!! haha laterz babes.
Magic, Roy Jones Jr.- Cant Be Touched

Forever n always
Posted at 06:15 PM

Hey peeps...its been awhile so i decided to come and write to update  you. Everything has been going really well for me latley,...ive lost 10 pounds in 1 month so i hope i can keep that up. Im not seeing Shawn anymore, but its ok cuz i dont need him anyways n im doing better on my own. I almost had to move to Tennessee, but my dad didnt get the job so we dont have to move now (Thank God =))   well im outta here but check the pics, i updated them today cuz i have pics from the Detroit Zoo...it was lost of fun =)
C Murder- Ya'll Heard Of Me

Hey pplzzzz
Posted at 03:02 PM

yeah,..i havent wrote in here in awhile cuz ive been busy with school and other things. Lets see, last time i wrote i was probabaly talking about William, but i can safely say that i am over him. I was kinda seeing someone else but one of my supposed to be "best friends" likes him which i think is a ToTaL sLuTtY thing to do but i dont expect much more out of her:|. I dont miss him its just the fact that she likes him now which totally pisses me off, its not cool to do that but i guess im just a better friend then her. Me and my mom have been getting along better now which is good cuz we are normally at eachothers throats but its getting better now. School is almost out~!!!!!!!!!!! 24 MORE DAYS..its awesome, and when school starts next year i will have my license and hopefully my 2004 black grand am that i want soooo very very much!!

Tonight i am going to a thing at my school with my friend Rachel to watch her brothers band play, so that should be exciting, i think it will be fun!! well i better go, ill write laterz!

TRIVILLE-SOME CUT

lalalalalala
Posted at 05:42 PM

yeah...its been a few days but i have been staying pretty busy i guess. i had to babysit my step brothers and step sister yesturday so i was at my moms soon to be house pretty much all day. Me n Tara went to Coldwater last night but had no such luck. Then we went to Victorias to see her since we never do anymore and on top of that shes moving as i speak,..not very far but still we wont see her as much as we do now and thats barely ever so. It is sad..theres so many memories in that house from this summer, the good and the bad. This month has been horrible for me it seems like im always crying or sad about something. Me missing William is getting better but that isnt sayin much, i StiLl miss him, but theres nothing i can really do except get over it...Well imma go..Hitcha Up Laterz

:'(
Posted at 12:26 AM

mannnn...this past month has sucked for me..i thought me being upset didnt show to ppl but today i found out that was wrong. Ryan (Williams cousin) asked me what was wrong with me n that i havent been actin the same n even though me n him are *BEST* friends i just didnt wanna talk to him about his cousin ya kno? but i ended up tellin him n i started cryin! (ya i know..im sucha dork!) he hugged me n told me everything was gonna be ok but i dunno. but on the upside i got a new laptop which is awesome n i love it WAYYY more then my other computer i had..but thats all i have to his the ZzZ's now...Hitcha All Up Laterz~!!
Snoop Dogg-Gin And Juice

!!BlAh!!
Posted at 09:41 PM

Well...everything here is the same. i know u all prolly think all i do is bitch and sound "depressed" all the time but this is the only place i can vent b/c i dont wanna bother my friends with my stuff cuz they all have problems of their own, -n- they all sound happy and content so i just dont wanna bother them with my shit. I havent ate anything today really at all, which is weird for me cuz i *LOVE* food -n- last night i tossed and turned all night so i dunno whats wrong with me but it scares me..I dunno what to do b/c i know im not gonna get my *Love* back ever -n- it feels like ive lost a part of myself or something, i dunno what that means but its a very uncomfortable situation for me =( and i never ever have felt this way about anything or anyone before...im completley lost on what to do!?! i could just cry all day..............
Triville-Never Ever